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I found a deeper WHY

When I was a kid, I was fucking impressive. I had a company at 12. I was top 1% in a musical category. And I had honed AMAZING skills. I was questioning ideologies, and strenghtening my own. That 13 year…

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Executing on a plan

I just did intervals. It was GREAT I have a plan. Let’s keep it going.

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vagus nerve

Woa, maybe this works? Yo this is AMAZING. I feel it. Even the movement of eyes does it. 🔥 Fastest (10–30 seconds) 1. Slow Exhale Breathing The vagus nerve fires strongest on the exhale.Protocol: Inhale 4 seconds Exhale 8 seconds…

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Weight loss is SPIRITUAL – so give it respect

The space between stimulus and response – just before you DESTROY YOURSELF. The things that FORCE you to learn about yourself – spiritual, meditative processes: Creating and raising a family. This will consume you Your work and business. Consumes you.…

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I give you permission to train for the Marathon

You are allowed to give up on Booze now. Especially after that destruction. You are allowed to be an asshole about it. No need to satisfy the urges of OTHER PEOPLE. You are on a journey now. Marathon 2026. A…

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Your five meals

I need a list of regular meals Cinnamon Yoghurt with oats Vegan stuff, higher fiber

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Feels like I am getting back on the wagon

Wow. It is TOUGH to get on the wagon. But I think it is happening. I did a 5 mile run. AS USUAL. 5 to 7 miles is the sweet spot to kick things off. My legs feel stronger. I…

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Retatrutide summary

✅ What is Retatrutide Retatrutide is a synthetic peptide drug developed by Eli Lilly and Company. Its developmental code name was LY-3437943. Drugs.com+1 It is not yet approved by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration (FDA) — it’s still investigational.…

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The Truth Behind Evening Self-Destruction: Why High Performers Sabotage Themselves

Most people think self-destructive habits come from weakness.They don’t. They come from unmet needs—psychological, emotional, and creative. Here’s the pattern almost no one talks about: 1. High-intensity work creates a vacuum If your job demands focus, pressure, and constant output,…

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Destruction complete. Now rebuid

Yup. Hit rock bottom. VO2 max Absolutely horrible situation right now. This was a controlled demolition. And you have completed it. Carpe diem. Hopefully no permanent consequences. Now, it’s time to end this chapter and move on. Focus Start with…

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