- Vitamin D
- 10000 IU
- ZMA
- zinc, MG, b6
- krill oil
- Thorne Basic Nutrients (split)
- Potassium
- Berberine maybe (split)
PROTEIN — 180–200g
• 1–2 shakes
• 2 high-protein meals
FIBER — 25–30g
• 1 big salad or psyllium/chia
CARBS
• Fruit + veggies first
• Small starch portion
• No sweets (Mon–Fri)
FATS
• Don’t add fats (oils, nuts, cheese)
GUARDRAILS
• No alcohol
• Water before meals
• Stop at “not hungry”
MOVE DAILY
• Run 3×/week
• Strength 1×/week
| Category | Daily Target | Notes |
|---|---|---|
| Calories | 2,300 kcal | ~600–800 kcal deficit for steady fat loss |
| Protein | 180–220 g | Start at 140–150g → ramp up; preserves muscle; supports running recovery |
| Carbs | 180–220 g | Fuels 3× weekly runs; prevents cravings; flexible range |
| Fats | 65–75 g | Protects hormones, joints, satiety |
| Fiber | 30–40 g | Controls hunger, stabilizes blood sugar, improves digestion |
| Water | 3–4 L/day | More needed on run days |
| Sodium | 3,000–4,500 mg | Runners need more electrolytes; avoids fatigue |
| Potassium | 3,000–3,500 mg | Supports muscle contraction + recovery |
| Magnesium | 300–400 mg | Helps sleep, cramps, recovery |
For Fiber:
Fewer mistakes, smoother habits, cleaner progress
Every year has its purpose.
2024 was exploration.
2025 is consistency.
And 2026 is something different—not a reinvention, but a refinement.
I’m not trying to become a new person this year. I’m just taking what I’ve already built—running, strength, nutrition, routine—and making it smoother, cleaner, and more repeatable.
I’m aiming for training that feels steady and sustainable. Regular weekly miles, a long run I don’t skip, and no dramatic swings in motivation or burnout. Just showing up, again and again.
I’m not chasing perfection or aesthetics. I’m simply keeping my weight in a range that makes running feel easier. That means high protein, a small calorie deficit, carbs around training, and avoiding the late-night chaos that derailed me in the past.
Short, efficient lifts—push, pull, legs, and mobility—to support my running and keep me moving well. Nothing extreme. Just enough to make everything feel stronger and more stable.
I understand my patterns now: long work days, ADHD hyperfocus, and late-night fatigue can lead to overeating or skipped workouts. So this year is about guardrails—better routines, less friction, fewer decisions, and a calmer training rhythm.
I handled alcohol well before, and 2026 is about keeping it clean: limited, intentional, and without the late-night spirals afterward.
This year, running isn’t about proving anything. It’s about improving pacing, cadence, long-run comfort, and the small details that make races more enjoyable and less punishing.
Writing, working, running, and lifting all fit into a steady weekly rhythm. Nothing overwhelming. Nothing chaotic. Just a more grounded version of my goals.
2026 isn’t about extremes. It’s about fewer mistakes, smoother habits, and cleaner progress.
A year where the system finally feels natural—and where I quietly build the foundation for the marathon I want to run.
2024 was a massive and new year for me. I tried a bunch of things. Got a coach. Became manager. TACKLED A FUCKING MARATHON!!!!!
The coach didnt work for me so I dropped him.
I will learn from that experience and do things better.
Last time I kinda gave up on diet. I did protein well, but not general carbs. I would binge a lot. I did alcohol well.
I did not do strength well. So this time I should add some strength training as well.
Dropping the weight will be important. So need to focus on that.
Mental shift: YOU ARE NOW A MARATHONER. So time to TICK IT UP A GEAR
NO IDENTITY CONFUSION
When I was a kid, I was fucking impressive. I had a company at 12. I was top 1% in a musical category. And I had honed AMAZING skills. I was questioning ideologies, and strenghtening my own.
That 13 year old kid was very impressive. And he had BIG HOPES for his older selves.
That’s who I am doing this for. My own 13 year old self, who expected the universe from me. And I have failed to deliver even a sliver of that.
The LEAST I can do is build a sustainable body. For him. For you, little guy.
More to write about this in the future.
I just did intervals. It was GREAT
I have a plan. Let’s keep it going.
Woa, maybe this works?
Yo this is AMAZING. I feel it.
Even the movement of eyes does it.


The vagus nerve fires strongest on the exhale.
Protocol:
Cold triggers the mammalian dive reflex → instant vagus activation.
Protocol:
Vibration resonates along vagus branches in the throat.
Protocol:


4–4–4–4 pattern
Helps with emotional regulation and concentration.
Activates throat/laryngeal vagus fibers.
Protocol: 30–45 sec with water.
The ear has direct vagus nerve branches.
Protocol:
Your specialty. Running, biking, long walks.
Improves baseline vagal tone over weeks.
The vagus nerve runs through diaphragm + GI tract.
Back-and-forth stretching improves parasympathetic activation.
Hand on belly → inhale into your palm.
Do this when anxious or before sleep.
Increases HRV (a proxy for vagal tone).
Real or forced — same effect on vagal output.
The vagus is tied to the “social engagement system.”
Talking, being around others, even calling someone works.
Your vagus also regulates digestion.
Fermented foods (yoghurt, kefir, kimchi, pickles) → increase vagal signals via gut-brain axis.
Triggers stronger vagal satiety signals → reduces overeating episodes.
Use this rapid combo (takes under 60 seconds):
This drops sympathetic activation and kills that “I need food now” impulse.
The space between stimulus and response – just before you DESTROY YOURSELF.
The things that FORCE you to learn about yourself – spiritual, meditative processes:
Food addiction is HARDEST because you NEED food. You cannot completely turn it off like Alcohol or Crack.
Why are you causing self destruction? You have a MASSIVE goal ahead of you. Why do you have to cope?
Take the health EXTREMELY seriously for your kids.