Sleeping at 12% heps

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Alcohol replacements

DrinkWhenAdd-insEffectReplaces
Black CoffeeMorningSharp alertnessMorning booze urge (none)
Yerba MateLate AM / Early PML-theanine (200 mg), ginger, lemon peelFocused, appetite-suppressing“One more coffee”
Assam / Black TeaAfternoonL-theanine (200–400 mg)Coffee-like edge, smootherAfternoon slump
Shou (Ripe) Pu-erhEveningGinger, optional beetGrounded calm, earthy warmthWhiskey / scotch
HojichaLate evening / nightL-theanine (200 mg)Settled, sleep-safeBeer wind-down
Hot Ginger + BeetNight / stressLemon peelChest warmth, body calmAlcohol warmth
CBD Tea / TinctureAs neededMild body calmStress drinking
Cigar (rare)Occasional nightPu-erh or hojichaRitual, intensitySocial drinking
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THE TITAN CODE (v1.0)

🧠 1. Dopamine Law

  • Borrowed dopamine (alcohol, junk food, bar-hopping, “fuck it” nights)
    → feels good now
    steals tomorrow’s energy, mood, and discipline
  • Earned dopamine (lifting, running, writing, showing restraint)
    → feels harder upfront
    pays compound interest in confidence, calm, and identity
  • Rule: If it feels free, it isn’t. If it’s earned, it lasts.

🦇 2. The Bat Signal Rule

  • When urges hit, don’t solve the whole life
  • Just send the signal:
    • “I’m stressed.”
    • “I want to drink.”
    • “I want to disappear.”
  • Naming it breaks the spell.
    Awareness > willpower.

🧱 3. Identity Before Mood

  • You don’t train because you feel motivated
  • You train because this is what you do
  • Motivation follows action, not the other way around
  • You are building a body like a luxury item—not consumable, not replaceable, not bought.

🏃 4. Motion Is Medicine

  • Running = mental reset
  • Lifting = self-respect
  • Writing = meaning extraction
  • When stuck: move first, think later

🍕 5. Controlled Release > Collapse

  • Perfection is fragile
  • Planned imperfection is strong
  • If you release:
    • do it consciously
    • cap it
    • don’t spiral
  • One drink ≠ failure
    A spiral is failure.

🌆 6. Manhattan Pressure Effect

  • The city overstimulates freedom cravings
  • After intense days, your brain seeks:
    • control
    • indulgence
    • escape
  • Answer with structure, not chaos:
    • hotel lobbies
    • long walks
    • workouts
    • quiet third spaces

⏱️ 7. Friction Is the Enemy, Not Effort

  • You don’t fail from laziness
  • You fail from too many steps
  • Remove thinking:
    • same foods
    • same workouts
    • same routines
  • Less choice = more execution

🧪 8. Alcohol Is a False Warmth

  • It mimics:
    • relaxation
    • blood flow
    • relief
  • But it lies
  • Real warmth comes from:
    • movement
    • heat
    • breath
    • earned calm

🧠 9. Hyperfocus Is a Tool—Not a Master

  • You don’t lack discipline
  • You over-concentrate on inputs
  • Shift from:
    • consuming content
      → to
    • producing output
  • One rep beats ten videos.

🛡️ 10. Self-Trust Is the Real Goal

  • Every kept promise = armor
  • Every avoided spiral = confidence
  • You are not fixing yourself
  • You are forging someone reliable
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🦇 Batman Protocol – A new thing

I have been using AI to help me figure shit out. Like mental coaching.

It is identifying some really interesting insights about msyelf

Training, running, writing, discipline — these aren’t chores.
They are how you earn peace.

  • Borrowed Dopamine vs. Earned Dopamine
  • Food abuse = Stress + Alcohol
  • I crave FREEDOM not indulgence
  • Environmental pressures
  • MASSIVE BLOCKER
    • I consume elite fitness content obsessively
    • But my action lags, which feels productive.
    • I dont need more information, I need execution rituals
  • My body is a luxury asset
  • I respect SYSTEM over WILLPOWER
  • Regulate anxiety through exertion and pain
  • Control > Abstinence
  • MOTIVATED BY IDENTITY not shame
  • You recover faster than you think. Spiral happens due to self judgement

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Everyone keeps saying the same stuff

  1. Eat a LOT of protein
  2. Incline walk
  3. Lift weights
  4. Sleep 8 hours

I am not doing any of this. And I am not seeing anything. So maybe that explains this.

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Sleep fast

  • Let the mind to let go
  • Slow exhale
  • Inhale 4 seconds. Exhale 8 seconds. You are safe
  • Relax the tongue
  • Attention on the feet. Feel the weight.
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Every man spends a summer to reach physical peak

A man should dedicate a summer – intense focus – to get RIPPED

Eat bodyweight (in lbs) x 10-12 calories daily (more on higher activity days, less on lower)

Eat 1g of protein per pound of bodyweight (if you’re starting more overweight you can aim for goal bodyweight)

10K+ steps daily and progressively more cardio sessions (0 – month 1, 2-3×45 minutes/wk month 2, 5-6×45 minutes month 3)

Lifted 5x/week on a push, pull, legs, rest, upper, lower, rest split with a focus on:

  • every set ending near failure
  • fighting to get stronger week by week
  • managing volume (less volume towards end of the cut for recovery)
  1. Limited alcohol to only a few drinks/month
  2. Slept 7 hours/night minimum
  3. 5g creatine daily
  4. Drank around a .75-1 gallon of water + electrolytes daily
  5. Refeed days (bodyweight x 15 calorie goal), 1x/wk in month 3

The framework is really this simple to drop body fat.

Adjustments will need to be made based on biofeedback & weight data.

If you aren’t losing at a rate of 0.5-1% bodyweight per week, you must:

and/or decrease your average weekly calorie intake.

increase your average weekly movement (steps or cardio minutes)

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Attia: Alcohol

https://peterattiamd.com/alcohol-and-healthspan/?utm_source=Klaviyo&utm_medium=campaign&utm_campaign=251203%20-%20Alcohol%20and%20Healthspan%20-%20Subs&variation=A

Here’s a simple bullet-point summary:

  • Alcohol increases the risk of chronic disease and shortens healthspan, even at low doses
  • WHO (2023): There is no safe level of alcohol consumption
  • The old belief that light drinking is “protective” (the J-shaped curve) is now debunked
  • Better genetic studies show: more alcohol = higher death risk, in a straight line

Four major disease risks (“Four Horsemen”):

  • Heart disease: Raises blood pressure, LDL cholesterol, and coronary artery disease risk
  • Metabolic disease: Increases obesity, fatty liver, and type 2 diabetes risk
  • Brain health: Increases dementia and cognitive decline; shrinks brain volume
  • Cancer: Alcohol and acetaldehyde are carcinogens; strongest links to throat, esophagus, liver, and colon cancers

Dose matters:

  • Risk rises slowly at ≤1 drink/day
  • Risk rises much faster above 2 drinks/day
  • Binge drinking (>4 drinks) is especially harmful

Daily, short-term damage from alcohol:

  • Increases inflammation and weakens immune defense
  • Disrupts sleep, suppresses REM, raises nighttime stress
  • Raises cortisol, lowers testosterone, growth hormone, and muscle recovery
  • Increases appetite and calorie intake, promoting fat gain
  • Impairs judgment and coordination, raising accident and injury risk

Risk is higher for:

  • Smaller people, women, and older adults (higher BAC per drink)
  • People with heart rhythm issues, anxiety, depression, or on sedative meds
  • Those with genetic or mental health vulnerability to alcohol use disorder (AUD)

Alcohol Use Disorder (AUD):

  • Can be diagnosed with just 2 out of 11 criteria
  • Affects ~30% of U.S. adults at some point
  • Often linked to anxiety, depression, and self-medication
  • Treatment may include therapy, support groups, and medications like naltrexone

Good news — reducing alcohol helps:

  • Cancer risk drops after quitting (near normal after ~20 years)
  • Cognitive decline risk falls within 5–9 years
  • Cutting back from heavy to moderate drinking lowers heart event risk ~23%
  • Benefits occur even if you don’t quit completely

Ways to reduce harm if you drink:

  • Drink slower (≤1 drink per hour)
  • Choose lower-ABV drinks
  • Never drink on an empty stomach
  • Stay hydrated + electrolytes
  • Avoid shots and drinking games
  • Limit total drinks before intoxication accelerates

Hangover cures:

  • No real cure — only time clears acetaldehyde
  • Water helps only modestly
  • Painkillers can stress the liver if used often

Non-alcoholic drinks:

  • NA beers are now very good
  • NA wine and spirits still lag
  • “NA” can still contain up to 0.5% alcohol

Bottom line:

  • Alcohol damages health in multiple systems
  • Risk is dose-dependent
  • Less alcohol = more healthspan
  • Cutting down helps — quitting helps the most

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Jumping the corral

Predicted times

DistanceFactorPredicted TimePace / mile
5K2.090:36:2511:43
4 Miles1.600:47:3411:54
8K1.270:59:5612:03
5 Miles1.261:00:2612:05
10K1.001:16:0712:15
12K0.821:32:5012:27
15K0.651:57:2012:34
10 Miles0.602:06:5312:41
20K0.482:38:4812:44
Half-Marathon0.452:48:1612:51
25K0.383:20:1912:55
30K0.314:05:3313:10
20 Miles0.294:22:2913:07
Marathon0.225:45:5913:12

Cutoffs

Corral LetterFirst TimeLast Time
AAMen–5:04
Women–6:19
Non-Binary–6:19
A6:206:29
B6:307:12
C7:137:42
D7:438:04
E8:058:29
F8:308:54
G8:559:17
H9:189:47
I9:4810:16
J10:1711:02
K11:0312:16
L12:1725:00

Adjustment Factor

DistanceFactor
5Kx 2.09
4 Milesx 1.60
8Kx 1.27
5 Milesx 1.26
10Kx 1.00
12Kx 0.82
15Kx 0.65
10 Milesx 0.60
20Kx 0.48
Half-Marathonx 0.45
25Kx 0.38
30Kx 0.31
20 Milesx 0.29
Marathonx 0.22

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Performance Elevation

I like amping up the ante on a few things I like to do. Go a few levels deepers:

  • Running is amplified walking
  • HPDE events for cars
  • Sleight of hand for poker
  • Lifting probably has some too

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