ADHD and Dyslexia

Remember in Sophomore year, I thought I had Dyslexia and/or ADHD. I was constantly distracted. I then refocussed and ended up with a 4.0. I had to spend a lot of mental energy on remaining on track. But it had worked.

I remember a similar thing with Stronglifts back when I started work. Before that, it felt like I was distracted constantly. Had no vision, no plan. And didnt feel like I could dedicate myself to something as maybe something else would be around the corner. But, with Mehdi, I read and studied a lot. I got obsessed. And then I gave it my all. Commitment. And I kept that going for a few months. And it was glorious.

Then, again, I started to wander. Changed cities, etc. I couldnt keep my schedule. I lost track. ADHD. Got distracted again. Tried a bunch of things. Half hearted. Etc etc. Tried running a few times. Strength again a few times. Just did not work.

And YEARS would go by before I got back into focus. Thats bad.

Ultimately, I _did_ end up focussing on running and marathon. In this case, I had a 2 year goal and I was obsessed by the long term goal. MARATHON.

But, before I got in, I totally committed myself. No matter what, I would do it. And, critically, I pushed everything beyond a certain date.

The date was significant. Important.

okay, okay. I like this.

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So, maybe the weight should be the goal? 180–

The 180 pounds is my MARATHON goal!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I figured it OUT!!!!!!!!! and its a 2 YEAR goal!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck yea. I think I just had an insight.