I am alone

I have fired my coach.

I honestly didn’t see ANY results. On one hand, I was not ready for a coach perhaps. On the other hand, the dude was a lazy as FUCK. He was supposed to get back to me with so much shit but he didnt do SHIT. What a pathetic waste of my time. “Care package” where the fuck is that, huh?

So, I am mostly alone on this journey. It’s me against my past and towards my future. At the end of the day, I am the one who has to take action here. And I have been. It’s not like I am lazy, living a slow life or anything like that. I have been working on this a lot. And I will continue to work on this. We WILL get this done brother. 100%.

I am going to loose weight and keep strength and RUN THIS MOTHERFUCKING MARATHON.

No, you are not alone. I am with you brother. Let’s go get it.

A HUGE fucking negative about having the coach was that it let me slip. And that motherfucker didn’t even keep me on track. This is not his goal. He didn’t give a shit. This is a lesson to be learned bro.

You HAVE to care about this goal. And you are going to do this. I fucking know it.