Weight loss is impossible

tldr:

• This is satire.
• The key thing is to get mental clarity. Meditate. Get out of the grind.
• Be clinical about food. Zero booze. Don’t let mental weakness get to it.

It’s impossible. The human body cannot lose weight. There is no way in which it can actually use the fat that is stored everywhere on it. It is fake news when people say that you can lose your weight. The body just cannot lose weight. Fat doesn’t get mobilized.

People say that if you eat less, you will lose. Insane. It doesn’t work that way. Your body will just keep accumulating fat. That’s just how it is.

If you don’t physically eat anything, the air you breathe will get converted into fat. Simple.

Ok, that is satire. It is written out of frustration. My body is refusing to loose weight. It is the most bizarre thing ever. It is so hard for me to understand why this is the case. I am in total confusion.

How am I not able to lose weight? Am I metabolically broken? Is my mind just totally unaware of what the fuck is going into my body? Is it the booze? Is it the lack of sleep? Maybe my glucose is just elevated? Hypterinsulimia?

Fuck work and the drama there

I am unable to think clearly about this topic. I had promised myself that I wouldn’t let work get in the way. And FUCKING WORK GOT IN THE FUCKING WAY. The FUCKING DRAMA FOR WHAT FUCKING REASON. FUCK THIS GUY AND FUCK EVERYTHING ELSE.

The drama queens. These fucks have nothing else going on in their lives. They are living their own lives. I am letting them all fuck my life up. FUCK this.

What can I do?

I need time. Reduce my obligations. Take some time to decompress and start again.

I CANNOT LET THIS MAKE ME FAIL AT THE MARATHON

I have NO CHOICE.