I said I will do it – and so I will do it.
This is bigger than just that one race for me. This is a promise to myself to achieve something physical.
The visual of running that race is just burned into my head.
You will be alone on this journey. You will have some support but ultimately it is yours.
No family, no relationship, no progress on anything else in your life. This is all I will have. That’s it.
Shut out all the noise. All the distractions in your life. All the stuck aspects of life and the bull shit.
I wish I had a child by now. I wish I had a wife. I wish I had my family near me. But I cannot change the outcome of the universe on that front anymore.
But what I can control is myself — to get this marathon. To cross that finish line in one form or another. Fuck.
I am not here to waste this life.
The Rolex Life 
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