That’s it.
I am not able to move the needle right now like this. I have too many stresses from around me. Plus, it is hot as fuck during this summer. I am exhausted, dehydrated, feeling like shit.
Nope. I am done with this. First step is to fuck all the booze and other shit. I am not going to let my mind be controlled.
Why am I going sober
I have a fucking GOAL. I am running the Marathon next year. I have so much to do before I can run that. I am not going to let booze or distractions fuck me up in the way.
I have a singular health goal right now — Do That Marathon. THAT IS IT!
But to achieve that, I have to lose weight and work on stamina. I need to mentally get used to spending lots of time running and outdoors.
Remember that I like the feeling of sobriety and sleeping early. I like being in control. And I fucking like seeing progress.
This is a red letter day for me. EDIT: Locked and loaded.
The Rolex Life 
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