Fuck booze, carbs and late night shit.
Fuck that pathetic self hating shit.
I dont feel good.
Fact: I went out too much over the last few days, by myself. Drinking. Listening to that bull shit music.
Texting people I dont want to text.
FUCK THAT SHIT.
NO – I am not letting this happen. I am not going to let self wallowing pity fuck me up.
I have a goal – MARATHON !
Loose that weight. no excuses.
There is no option here. I cannot let this happen.
Fuck alcohol. Fuck booze. Fuck that tail spin.
HOW TO STOP IT?
I need to think about this. How do I stop the derailment?
Maybe the Six Alarms will help?
I need reasons to come home. Like read a book, or get popcorn. Etc.
The Rolex Life 
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