There are so many moving parts in my life. Some things that I can control and others that I am having trouble controlling.
Relationship. Family. Always hyped out by that.
Now work is taking on. It sucks and it can be good. There is an opportunity at work which I want to maximize. But at the same time, I hate that I have to think so much about it.
Finally – this fucking allergy season has been BRUTAL man. Fuck it. It really reduces my efficiency. This is the thing that is making me drink.
Sober
Allergy season and frustration have been fucking with me, man.
Food control
I am worried about family coming soon. I am going to have to be super careful. I need to get my protein from somewhere. And then just reduce the food a lot.
The Rolex Life 
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