I caved …

Fuck. I wanted to fast. But I am in the process of caving in. Fuck. I couldn’t stop thinking about food. What the fuck. How weak is my mind?

I just ordered four slices of pizza. And I kept eating during the day. Why? My mind was so distracted today.

I need to work on building the mental resistance muscle. Also, a bit issue is hunger management. Appetite suppression.

Ah man, fuck.

Okay, look – I haven’t fasted in years. So, it will be a bit rough. You have to get into it well. Let’s Try again tomorrow. Let’s get a handle on this shit. Do whatever it takes to manage your hunger.

Alright man. Not going to bitch about this. Fuck this. I have a race to run.